My Dear Sue,
I have read only some of the posts.
Much good has been said. People love you and want you well.
At my worst, when I have everything you mention and just want to die: I have concluded that after saying my prayers;
I get the best workout I can for the shape I am in. It does help to be under the infleunce, I get hot and sweaty for about an hour, if I can stand it.
Never taken the big guns, cept mirpex, requip, etc.
there is not a pain pill that touches this pain. I eat only apples 2-3 days and then boil eggs.
Once again please remember whewn the pain makes you feel all alone, we understand and our thoughts are with you!
