Thank you! but see thats one of the reasons I signed up for this board,I am on pain meds but,my dr. really hurts my feelings and its embarassing the way he acts. I just want to not hurt, I tell him this and its always the same reaction,he says,"well thats not gonna happen". Im on injections of humira and steroids and alot of other stuff but my pain meds are a joke. Where I live there is a really bad pill abuse problem so its hard for the people that need them to get them.I feel like crap all the time.I used to be a very active person up until about 2 yrs.ago then its just been downhill since. I was diagnosed about a year ago and I've been through the ringer,I dont know how many different meds I've been on but,its alot. I just dont really know how to explain myself to make the dr.s understand. I'm to the point of giving up, but I have a great support system,my husband, he is the best!Going on 20 yrs. and we still are best friends.Going on and on and on and on sorry!