when i was growing up, i get bucked off horses (ok, ponies!), jumped out of trees, fell off my bike, and never a broken bone, sprained ankle, nothing! now i can't even stretch without hurting myself!
maybe its because i was so indestructible through my 20s that i just have a hard time at holding back.
like i could go in the pool and just walk around, but i know once i'm in there, i want to do laps, so i just stopped going and switched to walking, cause i just know myself.
not like i abuse myself or anything!
but i also don't go out of my way to be careful. i just like to be able to live my life and not have to be constantly thinking about my body.
maybe on the right drug i can achieve that, or maybe i just need to learn that we're all getting older and need to adjust!
