Listen, hon
This site is all about sharing your problems and helping others with theirs. Reading your post will help and support others - some will identify with your problems, some will be helped by peoples replies. All, will want to help - and I can see that you've been responding to posts and encouraging people all over the place on this site!

I'm not surprised by how much you have been trying to do... I kind of guessed by how overwhelmed you were feeling. I always take on too much, like you. We have had family crisis after family crisis the past few years and I seem to have been at the centre of all of them, holding everyone together - not an easy job if you're fighting fit....

It's time for a rest, girlie, to get yourself on the road to recovery. Everything and everyone will still be there if you take (much needed) time for yourself.

Don't ever worry about going on. We are all in the same boat, with the same disease and lots of limitations. You are important and you matter - don't forget that. rainbow hugss rainbow

KickAS and help others do the same!