i am so sorry that happened to you! i just 1 week ago took a tnf blocker for the first time. I feel torn because what do you do if you really do not want to put anything into your body... but you have no choice! if i do not take it, i will not graduate, i will not have a career, and i will have substantial disability. How is it possible to weigh the risks and the benefits? I wish i could stop ASAP but at the same time... i would lose everything and i have already lost so much. thank you so much for posting that. It is a reality check for me that i need to really think about what i am putting in my body. I am just so confused i do not know what to do! it seems like no matter what you do, you have a risk of something bad happening and its hard to accept that.
