Tim,
I can not say i feel your pain, as must have had more than what i have been subjected to. The great news athough is you are 3/4th way home. They took out the physical pleasure for you but gave you spiritual healing.
I wish i could fast track my sprirtual path and get closer to home.
Eating cheap marcorni and cheese, yup can dbe delightful for anyone's taste buds, but i guess a7 course meal alone, or withunhappy family cant be good either.

well, we can look at all the things that could have been worse, it still doesnt discount your pain and ordeal. Acceptance, is, i guess a virtue. Enjoy what we have!

Hey ANKUSH.. buddy you gotta get out of doom and gloom! I am sure you have some one out there who would lovingly see you as a soulmate. (Well who's the girl in picture,eh?)
I tried to get out of my relationship for about 6 months, after getting diagnosed, but it didnt work. My partner has helped me immensly, she believes that nothing too bad can happen. Even if I get down to the worst shape, atleast we have our love to keep smiling. I guess 4 lines on that are not doing justice but hope you gt the point.

love, ansh