Hey emmab
I think that what you are going through right now is the same thing that any number of us have gone through, or are going through. I know I can understand your position.
Good days and bad seem to be a part of this merry go round that we ride. You feel pretty good one day and think that going back to the office is right around the corner. Then the next day it hits you like a truck. You don't know what to tell your boss, or anyone for that matter. And you begin to question yourself as much or more than others do about your condition. I can't sit, walk or stand for very long, but I don't feel disabled. I can't make it to work today, but I can work around home. Or today you are so worn out that you don't want to get out of bed. What's up with this?
Yep, that is the life of an ASer. One big question mark, and no solid answer. Our lives sometimes seem to be a continuous contradiction, good for awhile and then bad for awhile. All we can do is hang on for the ride and turn to the great folks here when we hit a rut.
Keep Kickin'AS
Chris