Scott

Being beat to a pulp by this disease a few time over and ending up like a 45 yer old pretzel I can tell you one thing. You can endure way more than you ever imagined and go on to good things.

You know that. Its just on the bleak pain filled, don't see a better tomorrow days you forget it. You didn't forsee the help Remicade would give you.

There'll be more help and family, spouses and other loved ones can get beat down too. It doesn't mean they are insensitive to our woes they are just frustrated by their inability to make anything better too.

I just ain't particularly that tough and if I can't wade my way through this crap so can you or pretty much anyone else.



L-R: Julianna, Jamie, Diane and Tonimarie

stevec-they also serve who stand and wait