Hey Scotty,
Realize this disease can be very frustrating. I nearly tried ending it all as well and was so scared of acting on it I checked into the hospital... that was 5 years ago now and glad I did not. The members here really helped me out after I got out of the hospital.
Take one day at a time, that is how they come. We here are all pulling for you and you can always vent here or look for some support. Who knows what tomorrow brings... new drugs that members have been posting about, discovery of the other genes... a lot of hope for the future!
Hang in there Scotty
Tim
