For those of you who remember me you know I've had my ups and downs. Recently I switched from Remicade to Humira and it was working fine for a while. I decided to inform my doctor that I was ready to return to work. About a week after informing her of this my pain started strong again. My mind can't take this uncertainty anymore and I'm having serious thoughts of just driving my car into a wall and ending it all for good. Just when you think this take a turn for the better life just throws you a curveball. I've stopped confiding in my wife for support because frankly I think she is sick and tired of the whining. So I just hold everything in and deal with it myself. Another issue is being treated like a darn drug addict when I need to go to emerg for percocet or the likes. My GP has been good to me in that case but I do my best not to take them when possible, and then when the pain gets unbearable, I get the third degree seeking some relief. Half these doctors just don't have a freakin clue what AS is all about. I just think I've had enough.........

Scotty...