Scotty, I'm so glad to hear from you, even if it is to vent and get things off you chest. I was wondering where you've been. First off, PLEASE don't drive your car into a wall. I have to admit, everything you wrote is how I have been lately, and, I have a feeling we are not the only ones. Please stay hear and talk things out with us. I know there is no lonelier feeling than having no one to talk to and understand the rollercoaster ride. I know my wedding vows said "in sickness and in health", but frankly most people when they get married have no idea the impact of living with someone with AS. I know mine doesn't want to hear about it either and that is frustrating when our "soul mate" ignores our stuggles.
I'll send hugs your way and hope it will help some.
Cindy
