Cindy,
Dear friend, I am sorry that you are feeling so poorly. Your story is familiar. That is why I turned to whiskey, as a conservative minister it was a tough decision. Yes, I know all the problems, but it is the only thing that will even begin to make the pain tollerabel. It is during these times that I take personal inventory and begin to be thankful for what I have been able to do. At the same time I release the future knowing that I will scratch and claw for better days, but I try to find contentment. My prayer is that you have better days ahead.
Lon
