Kickas.org Forums Ankylosing Spondylitis General Discussion #1 AS Web Support Group Little update.....

Thank you so much Michelle...I have been worrying about you too and I am glad to see you are ok. I miss you too and everyone here. I guess I am one of those bad people here...I just find it so difficult to respond to any posts. I'm kind of empty inside.....but I am here everyday.

Sherri

Hi Brent,
Yes I could certainly use some good news for a change.

I wish for only good news for you and all the tests you are going through.

Sherri

Hi Sherri

So sorry to hear you're having such a rotten stretch of bad luck
I do hope things start to improve for you soon.

Hugs,
Sue

hey sherri, aloha

i knew that feeling for a long while...if i could add one thing though- ANGER is an
absolutely appropriate response to many of life's tribulations...just don't get mad
at yourself; it's not your fault so don't take it all out on yourself...when you see that
black cloud will it somewhere else if you can.
be strong,
we are stardust, we are golden
pu liki
aB

Thank you Sue

Sherri

Hi Ben,
You know what.....I don't blame myself...much. I know most of this is not my fault....I could have maybe done things a little different but I am not completely down on myself for the things that have been happening. What is done is done.

My health is one thing....no way to know if things would be better if I did things different is there.

It is completely not my fault the bank keeps emptying my bank accounts....yes both of them now.
It's not my fault my so called boyfriend called me the other day and told me he was moving out of the country after he smashed my car up.
It's completely my fault I am severely in debt......but I will pay every cent back because that is my responsibility.
It's completely my fault I need to work ridiculous hours to try and pay my bills....it's not the kids fault and they understand ...so they say. I bring up the subject often...guilt I guess....but I love them to death and they know it.

I am looking for a buyer for one of my businesses to try and make things a little easier.

I do try and will those black clouds away but somedays are real hard. No tears....try not to feel sorry for myself.....work ridiculous hours to keep the demons away. That's the only way I can deal with this.

We are Stardust....we are Golden

Thanks Ben

Sherri

hi sherri,

i'm not very good at saying the right words, but wanted you to know that we are glad you are checking in, and that we are thinking about you.

,
sue

Hi Sue,
Thank you so much....

Sherri

I'm really angry and ****ed at myself right now.....missed a call from a surgeons office today and 2 calls from my new docs office. How can this happen all in one day. Office is closed for the day and I am not very patient......

Sherri

Sherri

Hopefully you were able to get ahold of the Dr's office and surgeon's office today? I hate it when I miss stuff like that and I too, am NOT patient at all!