I just wanted to add one thing, I started to learn a new hobby. I have always wanted to play a guitar so with absolutely no musical talent, I started focusing on learning it like it is my new job. my fingers got sore and my pains didn't stop but after a few months you start to see the benefits of the work, some people can use this as a therapy. and everyone enjoys a little guitar music. I used to work with a guy who would say " that sounds like a worthy endeavor " if you study the art of bonsai you will see out lives are much like that of the bonzia, we get cut, we get hurt, we heal, we grow into something even more beautiful.
