I really need a little "whine and cheese" party today. I am so exhausted from my day after day adventures lately. The kidney thing was very painful and exhausting with many CT's, ultra sounds, an MRI, general anesthetic to have the ballooning done and the stent put in, pain while it was there, having it taken out and then going right in to Vertigo which had me feel like I might have been Harry Potter and then that not over before my eyes decided to clamp shut. The spasms made my entire face spasm. I am glad no babies were around to be frightened. 20 injectons yesterday with one of them bleeding like crazy. The injections HURT too. Today, I hurt all over. My body has been tight from fightng the stuff going on until all of my muscles are just so spasmed. Sounds like it is time for a Zanaflex.

During that time, I had full body muscle spasms that were basically like a heat stroke. Every muscle in my body was spasmed. Supposedly a reaction to weeks of Bactrim. Never heard that one.

I think I need to go see my regular Neuro. I am not sure what is going on with so many spasms.

Thanks for letting me rant. No one here knows what I am dealing with except my husband and it is hard on him. He gets frightened at certain things and had to help me in to the Eye Institute because I couldn't see. He doesn't like to be in the room when I get all of the injections around my eyes but yesterday he bit the bullet and stayed in along with the usual residents/students learning because they don't do this a lot.

OK. Enough of my complaining.

Oh, they also think I have Glaucoma but are waiting to do more tests until all of the spasms stop. I had ultra sounds of my eyeballs! scans of the optic nerves and was supposed to have visual fields yesterday but that wasn't happening. Now we are waiting until the 30th which yes, I was supposed to be in FL then. Suppose I am not supposed to go this year?

I am sorry. I am just really tired and stressed. Thank you if you are still hanging in reading this mess.

Have a wonderful weekend.

Possi

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WALK IF YOU HAVE TO,
CRAWL IF YOU MUST,
JUST NEVER EVER GIVE UP!



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