Thanks again. wow I would be rich if a had a dollar for everytime I thanked someone here.
Went to my GP today. I think I have a phobia for new drugs now and my doctor agrees. He said he didnt blame me for not wanting to risk taking them and suggested that I dont with everything thats going on. He thinks the stress of it may cause me to have phantom symptoms and then we would have no idea if they are real or not. So just gonna see how I go for now. And strange as it may seem I am happier doing that and dealing with the pain, not sure how hubby will think though with having to then deal with me. For better for worse LOL.
I do have a nasty chest infection though so the doc has me on some pretty strong antibiotics for that and strangly enough they dont scare me. Maybe because they arent new.
Mentaly I am in a much better place even though pain meds wise Im not. Go figure. I guess it comes down to the fact that Im not scared of pain but I am scared of how the meds can effect you.
Anyhoo thanks again for everything
take care everyone.
xxxx
