Everyone has been so suppotive of eberything I have complained about and for that I thank you.
I am so lost and scared. Maybe it is just the emotions of today with the funeral and then the rheumy app and not being well with this sinus infection I dont know. But I am scared.
I dont want any medication. I dont care if the pain will stop.
I am scared I will have a reaction again and I dont want to feel like that. So many of the severe side effects list of both drugs I already experience in some way. It also says don't take this or consult your doctor before taking this if you have xyz. And I have xyz so doesnt that mean I shouldnt take them or that I might have problems.
I am sorry to go on I realy am. I am just so scared and would rather deal with the pain then risk taking something and not being here for my kids. Im sorry. I dont mean to be bringing everyone down. sorry.
