I am sorry for not making individual replies, but so wanted to let you all know how thankful I am for each and every one of you. Your thoughts and prayers really mean a great deal.
The boys and I will be unable to go to Kansas. But like Jeanna said, we can honor him and remember him from here just as well. Noah has taken this very very hard. To the point of crisis intervention hard.
So yesterday was an extremely rough day. My brother and his wife came to town late last night and have things planned to keep the boys busy this weekend.and I am so grateful for them. My mind just doesnt seem to want to work around all of this. We sat up last night and talked about funny times with Reggie. Laughing and some tears.
And they finally got a hold of Reggies birth mother. She is now of course acting the loving parent. And wanting to organize everything. Of course one of her first thoughts was wondering who would be getting Reggies belongings. So probably a good thing I am not able to be there. I would probably hurt her.
They did the autopsy and say natural causes. They had believed it was a seizure, but now say he had a massive heart attack.
Thank you again everyone for your support through this. My KickAS family is one place I know I can come and vent and know that you will always be there. You all mean the world to me.
Love,
Pam
My boys, Noah & Isaiah
