Jeanna
it's been a while. Sorry to hear your sad news about your Grandmother.
But good news that you have been given the AntiTNF infusion and I do so hope it works for you.
I am still battling and bashing my head against a brick wall and my Rheumatologists door trying to get it.
18 months ago I went trough all the BASDAI/BATH tests and was told I was a good candidate for Enbrel and I would receive a letter informing when I could start it. A letter arrived alright letting me know that Warwickshire Health Trust had no money to fund the treatment and I would have to wait. Meanwhile I have had 3 infusions of Pamindronate and had absolutely nothing from it. Since late August/Sept iI have been going through the biggest flare I have ever experienced and so much pain I cannot describe it, except to say that taking 300mgs of Morphine 3 times a day plus some extra Oromorph liquid that it just about keeps me sane.
I have another appt soon so I 'll let you know what happens.
Give my love to Loz and the boys for me.
Don't forget I only live a stones throw away from you all.

Stay Well Paul NEVER, NEVER, NEVER drive faster than your guardian angel can fly.............