Jeanna,
Reading your way of decision making you are a bit like me so I'm glad you made the final decision. Sorry to hear about your grandma but I hope she will be a good inspiration for you on the rest of this remicade experience. As all others I hope to hear how you are doing soon but well you have to give the stuff some time. I am myself having pretty uneventful infusions lately. My inflammation scores are now round zero. Even just before the next infusion I have an ESR of 2 and a CRP of 3. I am a bit a surprised however to not feel more according to that scores. On the other hand I have no really bad periods and i seem to have more energy. Probably I have damage from the past and I am glad that you have the opportunity to start earlier with this therapy.
Take care, Gerard