(((Trish))) I guess I lost it.

I just wanted you to know that you ARE a good mommy. Just because you don't feel good does not make you a bad mommy. Just hug on him. Have him lay down by you and read and cuddle. He knows you love him. I know you want your life back. This life will be better. The kidney stone will pass and you will eventually start adapting to the rest of this stuff that is affecting your life. It WILL NOT affect how your son feels about you, you good mommy you.
I am so sorry you are having such a hard time.
Hugs.
Possi
