So i really hope you'll find a way to manage your condition without drugs, and that I will too, it's no way to live, especially if it means giving up on things you really want to do in your life.
That was me before the drugs. Now on Humira (and pred when I need it), I have some semblance of life.
It's a tradeoff sometimes, but its nice not having to struggle so much now.
Of course I'm not trying to get pregnant.
