Hello Tammy
When life is too much for you, that is when you must call on your friends and family for help and support to do the things you are struggling with.
Have you got a good network of friends to call on? I'm sure they would be happy to help you, just as I'm sure you help them when you can too in all sorts of ways.
Be kind to yourself - you want to look after your darling horse, but your body is not always going to be up to the job. I have felt the same way with my children (and husband) lately. When I have been so fatigued and good for nothing and all my jobs are piling up around me it takes a lot to remember that you can only do what you can and if you can't, then life will still carry on around you for a while until you are back on your feet again.
Take care, hope you feel much better soon.
Tink
PS you can still stroke your lovely horse and whisper sweet nothings in her ear - I'm sure she'd appreciate that too.
