To: AS
From: ME

We've only been formally introduced now for a couple of months. I can't say it has been a pleasure meeting you but I do have great satisfaction in letting you know how I feel about you!!!!!

You have secretly been tormenting my life for the past 17 years....attacking me in unexplainable ways ...... so that I even began to question my own sanity and what I was going through. You made a damn fool of me as I went from doctor to doctor searching for answers....only to be turned away over and over again. You have totally demoralised me turning me into something I don't want to be....sometimes even hating the person I have become. You have deprived me of being the mother and wife I always wanted to be....sometimes turning me into such a monster that I didn't even want to live with! You took away all the things I loved doing.....all the things that meant so much to me.....you took away the quality of life every person deserves.

You tried so damn hard but you didn't succeed in taking my family away from me. My family's overwhelming love and belief in me made me strong enough to fight you throughout the days when I didn't even know you....but now that we have finally met ...... I have the strength & determination to fight you to THE END!

Very very theraputic........didn't realise I hated this damn thing so much!!! Thanks for the chance to vent!!!!


"If you judge people, you have no time to love them." Mother Teresa

[align center][fuchsia] I travelled through a strange path to get there... but made it in the end ~ M.C.L.