Angelmom , Thank you for your thoughts
My problem was I would never sell my soul. I have never seen people so badly managed and treated. The management cut our response insurance for the hazmat team and never told them and I gathered in suppport from all the fire departments and held thier feet to the fire for it. I work for the county but I am still a chief officer for the hazmat team that runs under the county. The team said if they did not reinstate their insurance to the former level we were walking and I stood with the team as they are like family to me . Oh well, I made the decision and now its time to pay the price . When cut backs came , I made the list. I am hoping that this is a blessing and I cand move on to a better atmosphere where constant hassles dont rip at my soul so much. I will collect unemplyment for awhile then file for SSD , My MD and lawyer say I am a slam dunk for SSD . My body has been deascribed as a Greek tradgedy
I do have faith in the good Lord so I know whatever happens I will find peace in the end .
Peace and God Bless, Tim
