You really need to look at getting another rheumy. Being made to feel like you might be crazy and self-medicating? You deserve waaaay better than this! Have you ever heard of "Rateyourdoctor.com" or something like that? I bet you can find a doctor in your area who will listen to you and act as an advocate to help you get relief, if not improve your condition too.
I gotta run for now, off to the Arthritis Center...I'll check in again later on.
Take care of yourself Megan