i have tried the multi pillow thing it worked and still does but its my RLS that is a major problem i cant control my legs from floppin and kickin around, and then i slide off the pillows and then my back starts hurtin even more so im tossin and turnin and groanin due to the pain..so i sleep on the couch so she can get a good nights sleep...altho she dont see it that way. no matter how i try and explain it she thinks i dont want to be with her anymore...even tho a hospital bed would be the best thing for me she doesnt think so and since i would have to put it in a room that one of my grandkids use or suppose to use she sleeps with my wife everynight so the room aint even bein used...she wont allow it. so the i cant get the bed and i told her about the at home pt, and she went bullistic on me so the pt is out as well...i told her that my doc wants me off my feet as much as possible so i can heal quicker, she still want me to take the trash out, load and unload the dishwasher, clean the house, mow the lawn, and other things....im thinkin of leavin her and start a new life somewhere else but its hard because i am so limited on what i can do and i got no way of transporting my stuff....if i wasnt so miserable and unhappy here i think id feel better.....and then its a problem of finding a good doc again that knows what im going thru thats i think is the hardest thing to give up....sorry for the venting i didnt mean for it to end this way.....oak


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