Hi and welcome!
Your ordeal sounds familiar to mine and many others I have read about here over the years.
It's never nice to find out you have something wrong, but we understand how nice it is to finally have a name for what's wrong, especially since you've known for a long time that whatever was wrong wasn't going away until someone gave it a name so you could find some kind of help for it.
You've definitely found a place filled understanding and support, not to mention the hundreds of years of knowledge...if you put us all together.
Hopefully you will like it here and after being here a little while you will be able to change your name to restfull.
Nice to meet you!
Hugs,
Lisa