My mom's boyfriend started destroying my tack. Then he cheerily brought my attention to it. Then called me a F***ing B**ch . . . and laughed his butt off . . . and my mother just sat there.
I grabbed my cat and my saddles and left . . . going back with Cody and the marshall tomorrow to get more stuff, and my 23 other animals. (she gave me ownership of all the animals so she can be a "free spirit" with her boyfriend"). Cody and I are trying to find a mobile home with some land. I'm calling in favors all across the Middle Rio Grande Valley to try to get places for my critters . . . Still need a place for 2 cats to stay, and who knows where in the heck I'm gonna put the 14 chickens and 4 ducks. Found a place for the horse and the sheep, and Carbon (my special kitty) is going wherever I go, no matter what. I need another job, so *poof!* there goes my hope of getting disability, right? If I need to get another job, no matter how tired I am . . . And after miscarrying earlier this week, DANGIT I am so friggin upset! And I'm exhausted. I've lost my mom, and the only home I've ever had, and now I have to move, but every time I make a trip to the house I have to take a cop with me because this guy scares me. My mom is defending him. She actually said "Victor just wants to be your friend." After he got in my face and screamed "Up your A**, you F**king B**ch!" and laughed like a madman. After he destroyed my hackamore. And flaunted it in my face.
Carbon and I stayed at my dad's last night . . . hopefully Cody and I can get into this one singlewide in MeadowLake, it has an acre and it's only $39,000.
My brother-in-law called to ask me about AS today . . . my 6-year-old niece is moving less and less, saying her legs and her back hurt her. To top it all off.
And we almost lost Chris again Monday night.
2008 isn't looking too great so far.
I sorta want to scream, y'know?
Thanks guys,
*hugs*
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