Jeepers, Martin, I never thought I'd wish a broken back on someone.
So here goes.
Ihopeit'sabrokenbackandnotEnbrelcrappingoutonyoubecauseyou'reagreatguyanddeservebetterespeciallyaftertheRemicadeincident.
Whew.
I know what you mean about never really being pain free. With me it's always (well, for the better part of the last 10 years anyway) been about which level of pain I'm in today. Pain free? Nah. I've even started thinking about 'acceptable' pain levels. 'Cause pain is acceptable??
Hope this works out OK for you my friend. Maybe it's a muscle pull??
Many hugs,
