Hello,
I have a hard time excepting this disease. I have read and read about this ugly thing that is now a big part of my daily life. There are two componets of this disease the first is the pain, the second and maybe the worst the worry of not knowing whats to come. What will it cost me in my life to live with this thing? my marriage? my home? my livelyhood? my sanity? this thing that is my new friend.
If you read about the treatments they are so riddled with terrible side effects the illness seems better than the medicine. I read a very good book about inflammation and it really help me understand this thing much better, I recomend everyone read it, it's called "the Inflammation Syndrome" by Jack Challem. I hope you feel better, this can be very depressing. This book has helped me more than you know.I hope u feel better soooon.
