Stacey
Keep a positive outlook,if you don't have one.. work on it...I have
had the oppertunity to meet quite a few members of KickAS over
the years..The positive outlook plays a big part in being able to KickAS,
Maybe you have been dealt a bad hand of cards,but you are still able to
put on your"Poker face"...If life is 75% bad,enjoy the 25% good..Keeping
a positive outlook under the darkest days is NOT the easiest
thing to do...

I do hope you get the great benefits from Embrel many in this forum get..
Perhaps it will hold the disease at bay and keep it from progressing
any further than it already has...Sounds like you finally found a good
doctor..

Like the other posters have already told you...Check out the other forums
on NSD diet,helpfull hints,pharmacy and the others if you haven't already...

Good luck!!!!!!

David