CC what's next you ask, sadly it becomes more desperate and the search goes on I mean what does it mean what is its purpose oh yes the search for a meaning but I cant find it in the dictionary...Paradigm........yes what does it mean....oddly my youngest daughter used this word in her dissertation and she wouldn't tell me either, so, I shall thesaurusise immediately. oh and thank you for nice comment.

Is odd the way this has developed, I only meant to mention a few words about AS, now it seems to be my life story! Sorry that you have all been obliged to read it but it gets really exciting tonight. oh yes, the bluster of the fool, the hip tilting tittilations that awaited me at the clinic the entry into the light..........cripes perhaps you are right, perhaps I should try and do this properly