Our daughter is an angel! She actually moved in for the summer last year and took care of our lawn and our elderly neighbor's lawn. (That means they are
I do hate the eye movement problems. I have had muscle spasms all over my body and I have voice problems. I have even had some breathing problems so I will be glad for "something" to kick in.
I wouldn't know what to recommend to you. I hung in with Remicade for a full year but got sicker all year. I never did try the Simponi. After the hard time with Remicade is when the dr. decided we were through treating. Now he has changed his mind since I am in a flare. I am glad. I am not ready to give up and not going to live in the future wondering "what if" since I am choosing to treat again. Just have to live today.
As I read somewhere "Yesterday is history, tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift. That is why it is called the present".
I think you will just have to come to some kind of peace with yourself over your decision (after really talking it over with your drs and being really informed) and talking it over with the Lord and then go for it.
Through the years, I have felt like I had to do what I could do to keep going and I think this has kept me going. I was 14 with my first diagnosis and now I am 29 for the 40th time.
Wow, that is old!!
I certainly don't feel that old but I do know this house I am living in is going to eventually be unrepairable. Just keep repairing yours while you can. Just be well informed.
I will pray for you and your decision making.
"A FRIEND HEARS THE SONG IN YOUR HEART AND SINGS IT TO YOU WHEN YOU CAN'T REMEMBER."
"A FRIEND LOOKS THROUGH YOUR BROKEN FENCE TO ADMIRE YOUR FLOWERS."