Pea,
Thank you so much!
You and the others are such a help.

How is it with you?
Nice ot meet you!
Agape'
Lon

Bit of an update,
I have been reading about the findings of the brain scan.
Then I realized I have had those stinging sharp stabs in my lower body for about 7-8 months.
One more sign of brain change.
I am thankful for what I have been able to do as a gimp, there have been many blessings and have seen some real changes in the lives of friends.

I am a bit concerned about losing my memory, about being in pain and not being able to tell anyone. But so far things have taken care of them selves or God has watched out for me.

Blessings and peace to you all!
Lon

Isn't it cool how God watches out for us? When we have a question, He manages to answer it. Hope you find your answer soon and not have to worry. Hugs to you.

rumble,
I think you have more peace than I do.
I appreciate all the love and guidance I have gotten form the Lord, the things he has lead me to do and the protection I have given to his children.
But I need to get this idea out of my mind, I could have done better, iff, if only..
DH is in my prayers

Oh, Lon...don't go there...don't do the 'if only' to yourself. We make the best decisions we can, at the time we make them, with the information we have. I've done 'if only', 'why didn't I', etc, over past issues and all it does is leave me depressed. It changes ABSOLUTELY NOTHING about the problem.

You are right...you need to get that out of your mind. Hugs to you, Lon. I know you know all of these, but want to share with you.....

English Standard Version (©2001)
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.

Jeremiah 29:11 ESV
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

"He also brought me up out of a horrible pit, Out of the miry clay, And set my feet upon a rock, And established my steps." (Psalms 40:2, NKJV)

Rumble,
My dear friend. thank you.
I was in such pain today. But after adult class I said my prayer and went up stairs for church. things started slow, people coming in late. but it was relaxing and when it was time for me to preach, i had only 12 minutes... so we laughed and then got into the "I AM" of Jesus = I Am the Gate. It was fun more laughter, and a young woman came forward, more testimonies and appreciation.
At my worst, God took over and did something wonderful!

Prayers for you and for DH!

My appointment for the brain Dr. is Wednesday. neurologist.

how bad is it to b abnormal? I was just getting used to it....

i saw stars the year I was sick my sophomore year in school. Maybe this is why, my own fireworks show...

I bury a 21 YEAR OLD tomorrow, high speed, drunk driving, not married, many girl friends, and a 6 year old son. I am sure glad I woke up and saw the light.... such heart broken people, now to pick up the pieces.

I have been so blessed and so loved, I am humbled by what I have received.

Lon

Oh Lon....hugs on burying a 21y/o father. Probably one of the more difficult things to do as a minister. And prayers on your doc visit on Wednesday. Hope you have your questions understood and answered.

DH had a PSA done today and it was quite a bit lower than before his radiation treatments. Praise the Lord.

rumble,
P T L concerning your husbands blood work!
It is nice to have some good news.
How are you feeling?

Yes, I need to write down my questions?

Definitely write all of them on paper.
As for me...back on MTX for 6 weeks and the flare that's lasted 2.5 months may be lessening. Have also had 2 injections of Enbrel (2nd one yesterday) and hope it does 'something good.' Pain doc is trying to beat my back and SI pain into submission..LOL..a work in progress. Wish she could do the same for my feet/legs.