THE ULTIMATE REBUILD - 05/27/18 04:47 AM
Hi everyone,
AS totally destroyed my life, a year ago I was completely deformed & disabled. My spine was fused, curved & I also had chin on chest deformity + I was unfit & fat. I thought my life was over, I hid away from the world because I was so embarrassed with how i looked. I had zero confidence, zero self esteem & I had lost my personality, sense of humor & everything that made me who I once was....it had destroyed my soul & I was living in a PERPETUAL CYCLE OF MISERY.
1 year later.....
I've had 2 massive spinal corrective surgeries, 1st on my neck & the 2nd on my lower thoracic (middle of my spine). I went from 5ft3 to 6ft & can stand up almost straight again. I'm fit & strong, bodybuilding everyday. Whoever that pathetic person was who took over my life for nearly 10yrs is gone.....I've become myself again.
Everybody I see tells me I look totally normal, however I still have a deformity at the very top of my spine (upper thoracic)....this curve stops me from standing up completely straight & efforts my ability to stick my chest out & have my head up in a true good looking posture. therefore I begged my surgeon to do 1 more surgery to give me the posture I want.
I'm having the 3rd corrective surgery on the 27th June 2018, which will complete an epic trilogy within 1 year & hopefully give me the posture i desire & I can then begin my new journey & my 2nd chance at life.....blessed.
NEVER LOSE HOPE, NEVER GIVE UP!!!!
Ant:)
AS totally destroyed my life, a year ago I was completely deformed & disabled. My spine was fused, curved & I also had chin on chest deformity + I was unfit & fat. I thought my life was over, I hid away from the world because I was so embarrassed with how i looked. I had zero confidence, zero self esteem & I had lost my personality, sense of humor & everything that made me who I once was....it had destroyed my soul & I was living in a PERPETUAL CYCLE OF MISERY.
1 year later.....
I've had 2 massive spinal corrective surgeries, 1st on my neck & the 2nd on my lower thoracic (middle of my spine). I went from 5ft3 to 6ft & can stand up almost straight again. I'm fit & strong, bodybuilding everyday. Whoever that pathetic person was who took over my life for nearly 10yrs is gone.....I've become myself again.
Everybody I see tells me I look totally normal, however I still have a deformity at the very top of my spine (upper thoracic)....this curve stops me from standing up completely straight & efforts my ability to stick my chest out & have my head up in a true good looking posture. therefore I begged my surgeon to do 1 more surgery to give me the posture I want.
I'm having the 3rd corrective surgery on the 27th June 2018, which will complete an epic trilogy within 1 year & hopefully give me the posture i desire & I can then begin my new journey & my 2nd chance at life.....blessed.
NEVER LOSE HOPE, NEVER GIVE UP!!!!
Ant:)